who else has wept over his own plight?

[t***@spamgourmet.com]

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a few days ago I found online a photo of my high school class reunion,
which i skipped. It was depressing to see the faces of all these
classmates who don't know me anymore. I have cut all ties and could
never restore ties with those people. I think most are happier than I
am.

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have others known what it is like to shed tears at home, alone, about
how one's life has not matched one's hopes?

Yes.
Life was different than I thought it was and I did not know how to
work my way within it to get what I want.
No social skills, no money skills etc
S.

[bob]

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a few days ago I found online a photo of my high school class reunion,
which i skipped. It was depressing to see the faces of all these
classmates who don't know me anymore. I have cut all ties and could
never restore ties with those people. I think most are happier than I
am.

Why?

I am no longer in contact with the people from my home town either.
Why bother? It was a different time, a different place. Most of my
classmates are still living where I was raised. I've lived in seven
different metropolitan regions since I was in high school, three of
them twice. I have very little in common with those who stayed and I'm
not interested in rehashing memories that aren't all that worth
having.

I don't think about my childhood much these days. Why bother?

[t***@spamgourmet.com]

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a few days ago I found online a photo of my high school class reunion,
which i skipped. It was depressing to see the faces of all these
classmates who don't know me anymore. I have cut all ties and could
never restore ties with those people. I think most are happier than I
am.

Why?
I am no longer in contact with the people from my home town either.
Why bother? It was a different time, a different place. Most of my
classmates are still living where I was raised. I've lived in seven
different metropolitan regions since I was in high school, three of
them twice. I have very little in common with those who stayed and I'm
not interested in rehashing memories that aren't all that worth
having.
I don't think about my childhood much these days. Why bother?

sometimes the thoughts are too powerful to fight off. especially after
a few drinks leavened by loneliness. have you not felt agony and
regret in those moments?

[amandaF]

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a few days ago I found online a photo of my high school class reunion,
which i skipped. It was depressing to see the faces of all these
classmates who don't know me anymore. I have cut all ties and could
never restore ties with those people. I think most are happier than I
am.

Why?
I am no longer in contact with the people from my home town either.
Why bother? It was a different time, a different place. Most of my
classmates are still living where I was raised. I've lived in seven
different metropolitan regions since I was in high school, three of
them twice. I have very little in common with those who stayed and I'm
not interested in rehashing memories that aren't all that worth
having.
I don't think about my childhood much these days. Why bother?

sometimes the thoughts are too powerful to fight off. especially after
a few drinks leavened by loneliness.

Do you know that alcohol contribues to depression?

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have you not felt agony and
regret in those moments?
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[bob]

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a few days ago I found online a photo of my high school class reunion,
which i skipped. It was depressing to see the faces of all these
classmates who don't know me anymore. I have cut all ties and could
never restore ties with those people. I think most are happier than I
am.

Why?
I am no longer in contact with the people from my home town either.
Why bother? It was a different time, a different place. Most of my
classmates are still living where I was raised. I've lived in seven
different metropolitan regions since I was in high school, three of
them twice. I have very little in common with those who stayed and I'm
not interested in rehashing memories that aren't all that worth
having.
I don't think about my childhood much these days. Why bother?

sometimes the thoughts are too powerful to fight off. especially after
a few drinks leavened by loneliness.

Do you know that alcohol contribues to depression?

To mislelpling too!

I used to dig depressed chyx. No longer. Hot chyx. Something different
altogether.

You?

[t***@spamgourmet.com]

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Post by amandaF
Do you know that alcohol contribues to depression?

Others cannot be faulted for turning to alcohol to still their pain.

[bob]

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a few days ago I found online a photo of my high school class reunion,
which i skipped. It was depressing to see the faces of all these
classmates who don't know me anymore. I have cut all ties and could
never restore ties with those people. I think most are happier than I
am.

Why?
I am no longer in contact with the people from my home town either.
Why bother? It was a different time, a different place. Most of my
classmates are still living where I was raised. I've lived in seven
different metropolitan regions since I was in high school, three of
them twice. I have very little in common with those who stayed and I'm
not interested in rehashing memories that aren't all that worth
having.
I don't think about my childhood much these days. Why bother?

sometimes the thoughts are too powerful to fight off. especially after
a few drinks leavened by loneliness. have you not felt agony and
regret in those moments?

I feel loneliness and agony every time I allow my thoughts to drift in
the direction mundane. This thought stream isn't constructive. My time
is better spent sleeping, reading, or if need be, inebriated. The
latter isn't an option until I WIN THE $1000+ WEIGHT CHALLENGE AT WORK!

[t***@spamgourmet.com]

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I feel loneliness and agony every time I allow my thoughts to drift
in


that is true of all of us i think. the media try to portray the mob as
happy and consuming, but in reality everybody is a thin scream of
despair away from killing himself.